February 21, 2004
i've had so much to blog about over the past few days. but due to the heavy time constraints burdened upon us i haven't had the time to. fun-o-rama preparation for my class properly began on thursday. 2 days before the damn day. prior to that we had been making plans, discussing, considering alternatives, fighting, and doing all things expected of us. in our own way, at least. we got into trouble quite a bit for running our radio-controlled car all over the school lobby. even got it confiscated once or twice by our form teacher, but she had to give it back. because we needed it, basically. today after finishing up on the last, final details of our stall (this mini grand prix thing which kicks backside) i felt pretty elated. like, satisfied over a job well done. more so because there was a point in time when it seemed like our class was going nowhere in terms of preparations. firstly we have a class so small- the smallest in the whole school i think. secondly we have an ecosystem of morons who can't think of anything but themselves. or narrow that down to one person. firstly, if you're a buttfucker who can't do anything productive, at least have the morality to respect those who do attempt to come up with something productive. the past two days have been of rage, suppressed rage, and violence. all of which pertain to self-related matters. what does it mean if you can control your anger? it means that you're a non-violent guy. does that make you a
good guy? or a nice guy. probably not. i'm slowly beginning to lose sight of what it is that non-violence begets. as i've learnt, non-violence leads to suppressed rage. and i am so, so tired that i can't think of how to deal with it.
Don't the best of them bleed it out
While the rest of them peter out
Kudos my hero leaving all the best
You know my hero the one thats on
kudos to david tan and jae hyeon. jae hyeon for showing outstanding creativity, talent, direction, and for taking initiative in leading the class in many of our creative pursuits during the past few days. and to david tan for his immaculate drive, his amazing leadership and show of responsibilty throughout the entire process of fun-o-rama preparation. kiddaz to you man. i mean kudos to you man.
by the way i'm talking about david tan the student.
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